I give up!

I give up!
I give up forgetting him.
I really cant forget him.
I miss him.
Keep thinking about him.
Wonder how is he now.

I love him x)

But i know i cant give up.
Some how i still have to forget it.
hannah 加油！加油！加油！

27.2

sad....
my hamster die liao
yesterday is a happy day for me but today is a sad day for me.
left 1 more hamster but tis hamster also going to die cuz lonely.
last time my hamster also like tis de. 1 die another also going to die.
sob :'(

26.2

go shoping =)
happy
buy 1 shirt, 1 pants, 1 jacket n 4 kind of earing.
actully wan to buy 1 necklace, but didnt buy la.
today luckly lo...
Every time i wan to buy things my mum dont let. but today she let me buy.
buy untill Rm109++
Bankrupt liao lo...
hahaXD

i love shoping

25.2

25.2
today morinng 9.30a.m. - 11.00a.m. nid to go skol cuz gt art class.
Later at home continue the art work at 9.30p.m. - 11.30p.m.
Do untill 2 hours + 1 hour 30min = 3 hours 30min.




use rice to do....
very ulgy hor...

useless teacher

好大的压力哦！
道德老师说考试成绩一定要60分以上，如果60分以下就要被罚。
老实说也有可能要去看displine teacher噢!
变态的！






Tis damn teacher dont have moral still can teach moral.
And her malay is so poor.
She ask ppl what is your name, she ask like tis " apa nama siapa?"
What kind of malay is tis wo~
And she write note for us to copy also write wrong.
She write, Aimini mencuci sendiri baju. Should be Aimini mencuci baju sendiri rite?
Tell her aledi still the same.
And she dunnoe how to make up still wan to make up! she make up so ugly de!

hey hey!

My mum seriously wan to change me to St. Mary skul.
Gosh! Is a girl skul. I hate going to girl skul. No leng zai to see. hehe....
Another reason i dun wan to go to tat skol is b'cuz no fren there. You all will say make fren lo...But u know i'm a very shy girl. How to make fren?


haha... say so many things aledi but the main thing i didnt say yet. My mum didnt force me to go St. Mary.
She say u wan to have a gud future than obey n go to tat skul.
Of cuz i wan to have a gud future but i dun wan to be lonely in skul.


Haih..
Tis Menjarala skul really very useless.
It's a damn crazy skul n damn crazy teacher there. Tat why my mum wan to change me to a better skul.
And if i study St. Mary i no nid to study chinese lo. =D

22.2

Jing Yi ask me is ws really tell me those3 word will i accept he or not?
Tis is really a hard question to answer.
What do u all think?
Should i or should i not?
If i accept him what will happen?
If i dont accept him what will happen?
will he 一直追me, untill i accept?
I dont think so.
Anyway, he also didnt say. Maybe when the time come i will know choice should i make. Maybe the time wont come also cuz maybe all tis is juz fake...

压力和烦恼

第一个压力是，

考试考试要来了。我什么都不会尤其是华语。作文怎么办？英语还好啦！但还有KH,BM,PM,GEO,MM,SN,PSK,SEJ。怎么多科目我一个都不会。

在班上同学们常常都会问我功课的。我都会告诉他们怎么做。但我还觉到得我还是不会的。我真的有没有怎么笨？什么都不会。

第二个压力是，
learing drum. Learing drum is not eazy. Not like other intrument got note. Drum have to create your own beat. Follow the music n play. Fell like giving up but i cant. Cuz i reallyhave a big interest in learing drum. Dont know why always i start playing drum tat time, i will have a headache.

第三个压力是。。。

应该是烦恼吧！压力和烦恼是一样吗？应该不是。

烦恼是关于他。在想到底他怎么会跟我说他想念我的？他到底是在想着什么？

我有问他做么他那时打电话给我？你知道他说什么吗？他说那时我电话有问题。有问题？！有问题怎么会打电话给我？难到你的电话会自动打给人的啊？！你给的理由有没有太不可能哦？

还有，不知道是谁用他的account来问我一些东西。那个不知道谁说：我听 Wee Kent说你喜欢 Wee Shuan。 是真的吗？我就说：of cuz is not true. If it is true do u think i will tell u?

也有可能那个人是伟栓。可能他想知道我还喜欢他吗。但他不敢问我所以他假扮作别人。

咳......男人不应该怎么胆小丫！

怎么我要烦这些东西来干嘛？知道答案后，我都不是会答应他。

haih.... juz wish i'm a genius in everything.
So i can solve all the problem.

19.2

he again!!!
almost wan to 4get him aledi but....

he got on msn la than he talk to me so i juz reply him. than i ask him how r u? he reply, fxxxing shit. i ask him why? he say miss u lo....
so i said, why u will miss me de? he reply dunnoe. i say where gt dunnoe sure gt a answer.
then he say dun wan tell.

u miss a person tat mean u like or love tat person rite?
Ho Wee Shuan!!!
you dare to say i miss you, but why dont u dare to say i like or love you?
huh?!
at skol dare to scold teacher but dare not say tat three word.
没有男人的胆子。根本不是男人。
不要管酱多啦...
反真，我也不喜欢他。
haih...
dun wan to talk any more about him liao la
so i will stop here....

sob =(

haih...
tis year cny dont have so much fun n ang pow
sob =(

ouch

my leg ar...
let red ant bite
soooo pain....

12.2

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve. Haha can take Ang Pow
Will eat 团员饭。With family... Will be busy the whole week. Maybe Friday only can On9.

11.2

Yesterday i give Jing Yi a chocolate then alot of my fren alos wan. so i say tomorrow i only give u cuz now i only got one.
So today i take a box of chocolate to skol. Then gt 1 classmate say who gv u tis box of chocolate for valentine day gift. Then i say tis is nt valentine day gift la. Is mine own one. She dun believe me. Then she keep teasing me. Haih... 算了吧！Let her say whatever she wan to say. i'm juz gonna ignore her.

Stupit 班长!!!

I dun like my 班长. Always call wrong ppl name. Dunnoe how to call then dun call la! I hate ppl call my name wrong. U know wat he call me or not? He call me Johana Ng n some time call Johana Eng. Stupit 班长!!! My name is Johannah Ang. tell tis stupit 班长 so many time aledi but still dunnoe how to call my name. I think he did tat on purpose. I wan to sai him ar!

考试要到了。。。

Nooooo..........
很久没写作文了，我全都忘光光。不会写了啦！还有，考试要到了。。。
我什么都不会。等着死吧！

8.2

Nth to write.
Nth happen today.
Juz the same like everyday.

I still didnt find out the answer yet.
How to find the answer, if he dont on9.
But if he got on9 maybe he wont tell u the answer.
haih...
Who can help me find why he keep calling me?

So 可怜

So 可怜. U all gt see his fb pic or not? u see his eye still gt the mark tat let vivian 割到的。so long le still nt yet ok.

Valentine Day

Valentine Day wan to come liao luu~
Valentine Day n CNY same day. My skol damn werid de la. Give the rule cant 'pak tuo' bt there selling valentine day gifts. bt they sell the gifts nt nice n expensive.
Everything also bear bear. Bear bear is nice n cute bt nt everything also bear bear la.
You all say la tis skol really damn werid rite?

6.2

Today chat wif eng wei. very boring no body on9.
he ask me wee shuan die liao ar?
why so long never on9?
or maybe got H1N1 liao n now in the hospital.
i say dont scared me.
i dun wan him to die.
i will cry de.
then i say call n ask him la.
then he call him.
he say tat wee shuan say lazy to on9.
tis reason also can give.
haih...

单纯

我突然觉得自己很单纯。同学说很多东西我也不知道。比如：在床上作运动，炒饭。我所知道的炒饭是：fried rice．哈哈。。。

haih

Haih...
Always PJK girls one side, boys one side not like primary girls n boys together. Can't see guys play basketball. Miss seeing him play basketball la. xp

不知道

我真的不知道发生了什么事。我的脾气越来越暴躁。

I though tis year would be a better year but it seem to be worst. Why i wish everything will change tis year. I thought it would change to be better but it change to be worst. Now Jing Yi also change to be worst. Not like last time i can tell her everything.

still cant forget him

I still cant forget him so should i juz dont forget him? And juz leave it like tis?

I still rmb tat he told me his birthday wish. I felt bad tat i cant 实现 his wish. Maybe he was juz joking wif me about tat but it dosent seem to be. Whatever la. Donnoe wat is he thinking.

I still wan to know whyhe call me? When he call me he really speak very soft. Cant really hear wat is he saying. Stupit la. He ask me who r u? Of cuz he know who am i, if not how he get my num?

可怜

今天，老师叫一位男生帮忙掉新年东西。然后那位男生站在桌子咯。就有另一位男生拉他的裤子下来。好尴尬噢~ 老师也不管的。但是我没看到啦！因为我在做功课。是我朋友告诉我的啦。

damn crazy skol

damn crazy skol. so many thing cant take to skol de. even scissors n marker pen also cant take.
today got spot check. My scissors n marker pen let pengawas take away le... i almost let pengawas take me mirror n my key chain away. if my mirror no more nvm. bt the key chain can not dont have. is very inportant to me... luckly my scissors n marker pen take away.......

3.2

Oh My Gosh!
My KH teacher crazy liao~
give us sooooo many homework.
N aother teacher also give us alot homework. I dont think i can do finish.

stupit la

GOSH!
he call me again.
他问我是谁？Then i juz reply 天心 .
werid~
He know who i am but dunoe why he still ask me tis question.
whatever la...
有点怕怕

2.2

OMG
tis is werid~
my room dooor......
i open my room door then my room door will close by it self. then i open it again then it again close by it self.
i do it over n over again so many time n it still the same will close by it self. so i though it must be the wind, so i switch off the fan n try it again. but it still the same will close by it self.

quite scary rite???

1.2

i'm sick. last friday aledi sick lo.
still not yet det well
haiz...
miss his XD

No mood のMonday

No mood のMonday
sick
miss him x)
online for few hour, juz waiting for him to online but he didnt online.
sad =(

how long do i need
only can forget him???